Tuesday, June 29, 2004
today......i am complete...Thank you.
the whole estate blacked out for awhile...brought me memories of my childhood, when i'm among the first few families to reside here...and the HDB switched off all electric supplies after 8....coz it's not supposed to be fuctioning yet
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 8:17 AM|
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
Had a roller coaster of emotions the past this past weekend. First of...I was glad that the Chickadees jammed again...and kinda feel nice to hear from fadh and winnie that there are a lot downloads for our music....ROCK KAPAK! can't wait for the next jamming....after jamming, we headed down to lagoon to have the last satay eating with Jjibs coz he's leaving for Australia to further is studies...all the best lah Jjib Irwins.
Met her on Saturday. Early part of the day, I was feeling down....VERY DOWN. Sorry for being a JACK-ARSE! Met up with her best fren and her date for LJS. I am thankful that i could be a jack-arse but never a jock mr know it all. hahahaha...(No offence ah)
The saturday was capped up great. We met up with her sister who was from the beach, hang around in Starsucks making a crap out of ourselves....Really had fun with her and her sister. Went home in the rain....heheheh been beginning to like my bike....the throttle response is good, the grip on wet road is superb.
Ended the day talking with her on the fone...she was concerned of me not sleeping...coz she said my eyes were bloodshot.
Today was rather down beat....spent the afternoon painting at my sis's new place...the place ROCKS....they really planned out well. Kinda like the concept...i kinda coined it as Minimalistic-PreWestern Jap lifestyle?? can? hahahahahahahhaah
Tommorow school starts....I am relieved of my form class since i'm leaving in like 20 days for NIE. Will missed the kids especially the one and only "Watered down S" Syakeer. " Sheesher Today can i sheeet wiff Lukeesh Shhhua?" Gonna miss that kid...
Hope tommorow will bring forth good tidings....Yeay!
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 7:40 AM|
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
strings of events happening....around me and with me...First of..had a wonderful ZOO-PEDOO-DAH-DEH with her....went to library, watched chronicles or riddick,having dinner at LJS...eating under the block like budak hingus..lepak bawah blok took the NEL for only the second time. hey that train line rocks!...hahahahah
I have discovered good things when i'm with her...and i'm GLAD...kiak kiak kiak....and HEY...good things are happening for me....tides turning GOOD, Firstly, I GOT ACCEPTED into NIE...wooohoooo! best lah.. then i have found a lovely of a gal that shares and compliments me....(gosh..i made her sound like and accessory, no offence..ah) my sisters got pregnant anh yeah! gonna have a niece..yeay yeay!....now i can buy things for her
Today...is pretty a light day...washed Nasha..after 1 month hahahaha later going out with family for dinner....Yummy yums!....
*~ Some sacrifices sometimes are not suffice~*
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 1:54 AM|
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Saturday, June 19, 2004
This past week was rather kinda turbulent for me to say the least....to make things short, we kinda defused the situation and we came to the conclusion that emotions are very very very VERY complicated....hahahaha.....
Went out with her for the most time this week...just spending time and such..I felt bad coz she was not feeling well..She's out vacationing with her family at the moment.
Chicakdees jammed yesterday, with new sounds coming from the keyboard...we sounded happy! hahahaha......now waiting for the IdiMan to come jingling....2 new songs were given birth and with few minor adjustments its gonna be rocking.
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 10:29 PM|
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Monday, June 14, 2004
The past weekend turned out to be the darkest hours of my life. I was torn between family and her. For that I think I blew my chances with her.....I blame it to my inability to time and plan out well. Went to KL to send my baby sis back to her college. She'll be finishing her Diploma next year. The UPper part of it, I drove to KL and back. Without even feeling tired because at that point of time, my head was in the wishy washy mode. Sunday was filled with anticipation coz i could finally call her up.
Reached home on the sunday at 1130. Had a full hour or i think more talking to her. Was feeling rather devastated then. How could I have hurt her and hurt myself in return. I'm LOST...fucken LOST and confused.FUCK i think i'm just fucked. Could not be with her in her time of need. For that I am sorry.
I'm messed up.......VERY MESSED UP. Half of me is gone, I don't think I can take it anymore.....my old ME is catching up ( the aloof Riza, i mean). FUCK!
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 12:47 AM|
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